A Photo-journalist's Remembrance of Vietnam
The death of Hugh Van Es, whose photograph captured the Vietnam War's end, launched a "reunion" of those who covered the conflict
- By David Lamb
- Smithsonian magazine, November 2009, Subscribe
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"Jeez, we've certainly gone our own way for all these years, but then—bang!—we're all back together again," says Carl Robinson, a wartime Associated Press reporter and photo editor.
Like Van Es, many of us who covered the war found ourselves forever in the grip of Vietnam. No other story, no other war, quite measured up. The exotic charm and dangerous undercurrents of Saigon were seductive, the adrenaline rush of survival intoxicating. We hitchhiked around the country on military helicopters and roamed the battlefields without censorship. The Associated Press lists 73 of our colleagues as killed in South Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos, yet as individuals we felt invulnerable.
"I've searched for an answer why I stayed all those years," says George Esper, an AP reporter who spent nearly a decade in Vietnam. "What I keep coming back to was a young nurse from upstate New York I saw on a firebase. It was monsoon season. We were under rocket attack. She was tending the badly wounded. Some died in her arms. And I said, ‘Wow. What a woman! Why are you here?' and she said, ‘Because I've never felt so worthwhile in my life.' That's how I felt, too."
"Did Vietnam teach me anything professionally?" says Loren Jenkins, a wartime reporter for Newsweek who is now the foreign editor of National Public Radio. "Absolutely. It taught me never to believe an official. It made me a terrific skeptic."
"I honestly believe those years gave [Hugh] the best memories and most meaning to his life," his wife said after he died in the Hong Kong hospital, never having regained consciousness. The FCC set up a "Van Es Corner" in the bar with a display of his Vietnam photographs. Nearby is a small plaque marking where his colleague and drinking buddy Bert Okuley had a fatal stroke in 1993, a double Jack Daniels in hand. For her part, Annie honored only one of Van Es' two requests for his exit: his wake at the FCC was indeed boisterous and celebratory, but his coffin was not on display and did not serve as the bar.
David Lamb covered Vietnam for UPI and the Los Angeles Times. He is the author of Vietnam, Now (2003).
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Comments (7)
Can you refer me to somewhere I can search for a name of a photographer who was killed in Vietnam approximately March 11, 1968. He may have been a civilian who was with the 2nd Platoon, 4th Marine Division Fox Company. This photographer died in my brothers arms but he never knew his name. My brother ended his life in 1972 and his story is told in a book titled The Twins Platoon. I have always wanted to find this photographer's name and possibly get ahold of a family member so I can tell them this part in a story my brother wrote:
We took three wounded. One was the photographer. I was laying next to him, He took the shrapnel I would have gotten. His face was sliced from his cheek to the bottom of his neck. His juggler vein was cut. He was breathing from his neck, Swallowing a lot of his own blood. I tried to help but what could I do. If I put a battle dressing on I would smother him or drown him in his own blood. He was in shock. I shook him and I pushed him down, He must have talked a half an hour. Then he grabbed for me. I laid him down again, He looked me in the eyes and said: Your not going to let me die are you? Please get me out of here". I said "OK I'll get you out, I promise". Then he looked up in the sky and said, "PLEASE GOD DON'T LET ME DIE! PLEASE DON'T LET ME DIE" then he looked at me and died.
This story my brother Skip wrote was about a battle that just a handful of Marines survived. The next day skip volunteered to take E Company back to recover more bodies where they ran into another bloody massacre and then took H Company the day after that. I know that my brother put himself in danger again to keep his promise to the photographer. Skip received a Silver Star for his actions.
Any suggestions who be greatly appreciated.
Diane Finnemann
Posted by Diane Finnemann on April 19,2012 | 04:55 PM
great story, but the thing I've been wondering is how did he get out???
Posted by manyshoes on September 7,2011 | 11:14 PM
For Carl Robinson:
Carl, Susan Bennett of the Newseum responded, but said she didn't get my original email about the reunion. Suggest you contact her directly at sbennett@newseum.org. Tnx.
Peter Hickman
Posted by Peter Hickman on February 22,2010 | 10:28 AM
Saigon Requiem
Seeing the epic photograph by Van Es of the helicopter evacuation from Saigon in 1975 brought to mind my immediate reaction upon arriving in that city in June 1967. As any Massachusetts person would have said, "We are the Redcoats and the Viet Cong are the Minutemen!" Why President Kennedy and Ambassador Henry Cabot Lodge did not realize this in 1962/'63 I cannot understand. Then, during the next few years, I claim that the U. S. had several opportunities to withdraw from South Vietnam without a threat to our national security as one corrupt regime followed another. I had been sent to Saigon via Hawaii to obtain the concurrence of Adm. Sharp, CINCPAC,General Westmoreland, MACV, General Momyer, 7th Air Force and Col. Singlaub, the CIA station chief, to install the "McNamara Line" across the Ho Chi Minh Trail in Laos to stop the movement of North Vietnamese troops and supplies down into the south. Later that year I was sent to the top secret communications-computer center in Northeast Thailand to assist in getting the "Line" or "Wall" operational, which we did on January 19, 1968. The "Tet Offensive" by the Viet Cong occurred on January 30-31, 1968 and despite our "victory" essentially ended any prospects for actually winning the war. I left the "Line" project later that year. Yet the "Line" was operated at enormous cost without appreciable effect until at least 1971. These thoughts are occurring to me as we struggle to decide what to do in Afghanistan.
Richard S. Greeley
St. Davids, PA
Posted by Richard Greeley on November 4,2009 | 10:07 PM
Of course, this was a wonderfully written article. I've come to expect nothing less from my favorite magazine. My only complaint is a common one to the online version. It's the art. Stories this well written demand art that is equally masterful. By art here I mean photographs. I found myself wanting to see more of that photographer's work, whether they had anything to do with the final day of evacuation or not. Similarly, with the linked article to the memories that have been dug up from the building of a highway along the old Ho Chi Minh Trail, I wanted to SEE the trail, then and now. When you DO have art, I want more. I want it BIGGER. The days of 14-inch monitors and 800x600 resolution are long gone. My current monitor views in 1400x900. The one I'm about to buy will be 1920x1080, and art like this will look like a postage stamp.
Posted by veronica dunbar on October 29,2009 | 10:20 AM
What a well-written story. It makes me understand a little more why my brother, Bert Okuley, loved his work in Vietnam so much. He never said it made him feel worthwhile, like the nurse in David Lamb's piece, but I'm sure that was part of it. He never really wanted to return to the United States. He became, in a sense, an Asian. For years I've had a small newspaper clipping of Hugh Van Es' famous photo on my refrigerator, as a reminder of my late brother and his colleagues at UPI.
Posted by Molly Abraham on October 28,2009 | 10:49 AM
Dave Lamb's stories are informative and easy to read. I look forward to reading them. I hope he gets around to doing an opinion piece about the controversy on the war's coverage. I think guys like Dave and Joe Galloway did a great job, but I can't say the same for some of the editors back home. I worked with Dave at UPI in San Francisco. A real pro who could be trusted to sell the story, not himself. If there had been more reporters like him newspapers wouldn't be in trouble.
Jim Clifford
Posted by james o. clifford on October 26,2009 | 04:07 PM